Girl Called Heartbreak..

There was a girl , her name was heartbreak..
All i did was love and she broke my heart.
Her eyes were the size of a moon,
And in that coldness , i still feel the pain.

It starts at my toes and ends at my nose..
They made me smile, please stay for a while…
Floating like a butterfly, swimming in the moonlight….
I promise you, I won’t steal their light…

Please don’t say i am better off without you…
Don’t blame me, for i said not those sweet things..
The truth be told, my feelings were always hidden..
But every time i saw you, my heart skipped a beat…

I remember the smile when i kissed your nose…
I remember you twisting the face , when i touched you..
Its been a while , but it feels so silly now..
I always let my feelings show,and it’s your turn now..

So for you i wait, like the waves earn for the shore…
Like the lonely mother, on the creek for the boat…
For your call , missing you , missing you more…
I will wait here, be waiting forever…

 

Remember My Story..

These walls surrounding my heart have been shattered
The sadness sinks in, nothing of this has mattered
My sorrow echoes deeper in the hollow and dearth
Cupid’s arrow has left a deep gash in my heart

I have nothing to write about, i have won no wars
I have built no castles , i have not a million cars
I can’t buy you the moon, i can’t pluck you a star
All i can , is play you this song on my guitar

I have no flower in my hand, no diamonds in my purse
I have no original lines except for this verse.
There are no monuments in my name, i have no prizes to give away
Ain’t no streets named after me, ain’t no sculptures of clay

But if there is one thing,i still beam for when i finally fold
That my face would glow for,buried six feet under the ground
I have truly,deeply loved you with all my heart and soul
and so for that, i will always be remembered and my stories told.

If you can walk ,you can run.If you can talk,you can sing.If you can hold the pen , you can write.

but to write poems like me , you really have to suck….

adios amigos !!!

 

Some one who still cries for you

Never a day goes by when i don’t think of you..
Not even a night passes by that i don’t cry for you..
My mind is tired and i can barely stay awake..
I lie on the bed to sleep, but all i really want is you…

If only there was a way to show you how i feel…
I wish there were magical words i could steal…
Without you, i know not if i will ever feel alive…
I choose pain over regret , so now somehow i have to survive…

I like making coffee, every morning i get up…
I like looking out of window, through my glass cup…
I want to talk stories as i sip my coffee…
But without you, i just let them be…

All this love, words and poems are putting me down….
These thoughts pull a twister on me and deeper i drown..
Please please don’t run away, its all i can say…
I will still be around when your hair turns Grey…

And one day when life casts its shadows on you…
When sugar don’t taste sweet and no one speaks to you…
And one of those days when you think nothing matters anymore…
Remember that there is some one who still cries for you…

 

You… and me

Still I get lost sometimes in thoughts,
they twist me in a whirl and haunt me..

Yes, its been a few months now
but the laughter still reminds me of you…

It could have been lovely, if I had gifted you that shawl before..
If i had asked you out for dinner, i would have loved the dress you wore …

Yes, its been a few months now
but I don’t think I will ever forget you…

Don’t feel like drinking anymore,whiskey can’t keep my mind from swinging….
Drugs don’t put lyrics in my mouth and the guitar no more ain’t singing..

Yes, its been a few months now
but I don’t think I will ever stop loving you…

Now my guitar plays all the songs you loved, till I drop to the floor…
But it pricks my veins, when i know you wont hear them anymore…

Yes, its been a few months now
but i don’t think i will ever stop singing for you….

I have been trying, but i have hardly forgotten the dress you wore ages ago.
white shirt and cream skirt still paints a fantasy of dreams, this feeling can i show ?…

Yes, its been a few months now
but i dont think i will ever stop dreaming about you….. and me.

 

Flashback numero uno!

Languages : Hindi + english

Statutory warning : Himeeshhh reshmiiiiya , agar tumne yeh script “Paaapp Kkkkkkiiii Surooouour” mey copy kiya tho ….
Tho ….
Tho …..
Tumhari “NAAAK”  kat jaayegi …..

 Characters :

Va { you know who…. }

SSCG { Super Schweet college girl }

 

Scene : {in the movie hall } Sweet lass sobbing incesently over her lost love.Guy apparently is in ‘LOVE’ with someone else.

Va : Ooh gawd , whats wrong with this damn movie … sombody help the lass , she will find some one else…

SSCG  : Stares … yaar tum nahi samjhoge …

Va : Oh yaar !! i totally do , isme aisi kaun si badi baat hai …. Mey kar leta huun {Va .. ka babbar laugh }….

sScg : {watches and listens intently … ) slight sobbing … Tumhare saath aise kabhi nahi hua kya ?…

Va : Mere saath …. $^#&$^( swear word) hoga …. Faltu cheezon mey nahi padta main…..

sScg : Tum kisi ko chahte ho ?

Va : { smiles } , acts smart  … {haan tumhe …}

sScg : sach ???

Va : giggles (sarcastically) …. yeh faltu movie dekh ke tumhara dimag phirak gaya hai ….

sScg : {taken aback} , chodo … teek mujhe movie dekhna hai…

Movie ends….  {Va, yawns through it …. Thinks about taking Scg for coffee !!!}

sScg : {sincerely, as if nothing had happened } Kaise laga ?? …

Va : bakwaas …. saala kaun dekhege ye sab… hain na ?

sScg : Watever … mujhe acha laga ….

Va : Yaar , kyaa acha laga … mujhe bi to batao … roh roh kar log thak sab log gaye is movie mey … Roone ka competition chala tha bas…

sScg : Haan , ek din pata chalega ….

Va : hehehehe …… Bakwaas .. Kya plan ?

sScg : Concentrates on navigating the crowd, carefully avoiding contact with anybody else even in the dark to get out untouched…

Va : gets out searching for faces in the crowd displaying utter contempt for the movie while hoping for crashing into a nice figuruuuu!!!

 

To be continued : .. coming up …  (At present Numero uno) …..

Ps: after operating for nearly 2 years , i have had 9 visitors thsi far . so i have decided to give a special gift to the 10th visitor .. Buhahahaha …  it could be you !!!!!